THERE ARE TIMES
© Monika Carter July 9, 2001
There are times when we feel that life is against
us. There are times when nothing we do seems to turn out right.
There are times when we just want to curl up in a little ball and
disappear under a blanket. There are times when we hurt so bad that
we'd rather die. There are times when we can only see the way out
through the bottom of a bottle and those times we regret the most.
The numbness goes, but the pain remains and there is still no solution.
At times like these I found that it is best to just
keep the head low and blast through the pain and hurt. Don't run
from it, but embrace it, make it a part of you. You will see that
once you did that you will be able to deal with it, conquer it and
put it behind you for good.
People and circumstances are not always kind to us.
The best meant plans sometimes backfire. All we can do is deal with
it as it comes and remember that we are not alone. Sometimes it
helps to just rave and shout, sometimes it helps to cry. Sometimes
it helps to share the pain and sometimes it is enough to know that
you can if you want to.