THE COLORS OF EMOTION
© Maggi Norris 2001
I once took a class in sand painting. I was fascinated
by the way that tiny tool could pull the sand in streams of color
that created depth and reality to the image. It reminded me most
of the tiny moments that build and gather, each with their own color
of emotion to create a lifetime.
Vivid streaks of pain lie side by side with mellow
tones of serenity. Bright joyful hues blend with the clarity of
tears and the elusive bland colors of emptiness, loneliness. Somehow
these colors mesh and blend into the rainbow of emotion that is
me. Yet in it all there are the threads of pure color; love, hope,
trust, faith. They lie right beside the dark intense emotions that
are just as strong as the pure; hate, anger, bitterness, depression.
I hold inside a multitude of color, vast spectrums
of emotion. I am many, the spectrum is one. It is all life, held,
bound by my one chief desire, survival of life. My own spectrum
is a universe of color that is uniquely me.
I watch other universes around me. I see the colors
of their spectrum flow and merge and at times reveal so much. But
for me, for anyone, there is only one universe, one spectrum I can
ever truly understand... my own. My universe is my own perception
of reality. It is based on my own unique experiences. Every fine
grain of colored sand is a single moment that helped to shape the
reality of the universe that is me.
When I took that class I began to realize for the
very first time that I had been painting my own universe since my
first emergence... birth.